weswilson: (bluesun)
weswilson ([personal profile] weswilson) wrote2003-01-30 02:22 am

Weird Nights...

Found out a guy I see regularly hung himself in his house today...

I'm not quite sure why it's affecting me... perhaps I'm just tired of seeing people be sad... perhaps I just don't understand how people can hurt the people closest to them with irresponsible behavior... perhaps I'm just tired of death and dispair...

I thought a lot about the people I love tonight... and how far I'd got to keep them from hurting. Some time this week, I'm going to write The Nice Guy Manifesto to dispell some misconceptions about what it takes to "be there" for people...

Life really isn't as hard as it seems, sometimes.

[identity profile] neffer.livejournal.com 2003-02-01 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
I don't understand what would drive a person to that extreme. May it is because i have never reach that level of low. Maybe it isn't that at all it could be just a way out of the crazy for a simple word world. but i do total understand what you are saying. I guess thing just get to rough