weswilson | She called

She called earlier today to talk to me about the catering gig tonight.

She let me know she got the shift covered and that she was sorry for how she acted. She said she didn't mean to fight. I told her I didn't either. She said she got someone to cover the catering because she knew I didn't want to have a stressful situation. I told her that I meant what I said in my resignation, and if she needed me for anything... anything at all, that I would be at home. She's my friend again... It makes it easier.

I'm not sure she'll ever understand her role in what happened, and I'm not sure I have the energy to explain it all. I'm not sure I even really know what happened. Did she self-destruct? Was she afraid to have me be more responsible for the business than she was at times? Was our friendship just a scapegoat so she could externalize something going on in her head?

*sigh*

Thank you for the well-wishes. I even had some close friends order us Steak Out... it really meant a lot. I'm a little bit weepy tonight. My wife is the best. My son is adorable. I need to play a computer game or something.